ah dance class was just awesome.. =) it's great to have friends you can goof around with, learn to dance with and just support you... we had good times tonight... good times... heh..
it was really funny though... Meags asked me today how much weight i was hoping to lose, i told her roughly 54kgs... she almost fell over.. lol i guess my height has really camo'd my actual size and honestly even i don't get the gravity of the situation until i stand on the scales and hear the numbers... it's so weird to know that i have to lose a whole person.. and that's what Meags said... and when i got home i well telling my hubbi about the conversation and told him the number and he was like 'honey, that sounds like a lot.' as if i was going down to a silly number.... the ironic thing though is 54kgs gets me down to about 90kg, which is still not within my 'healthy body range'.... ah well... numbers, numbers everywhere.. the most important thing for me is to not get side tracked by numbers, yes they are important and i want them to go down, but there are other things that are important in this journey too... i can't get caught up in numbers...
anyway.. really looking forward to having a sleep in tomorrow.. and then radio from 1pm.. woo... =) love it..
xx
Don't worry about the numbers, just focus on each week and maybe mini goals!
ReplyDeleteexactly Fiona..
ReplyDeletemy goald is to get to 5kgs gone.. =)
then under 140kg,
then 10kgs gone..
baby steps... and it will all add up..